Illness

My wife and I both have caught a horrible cold. We’ve been pretty much locked in our apartment since we returned home from Indiana. My throat is sore, and I cannot stop coughing. My wife is practically frozen, no matter how many blankets and layers she puts on. We both have had minor fevers as well as sinus congestion.

Fun, fun, fun.

Though we have been to the doctor, we’ve been told to just rest and hydrate. It’s a cold. Nothing more. A cold that has lasted for almost a week at this point. Gross.

I Miss You

It has been a little while since I last wrote on this blog. For that, I do apologize. My wife and I have been in Indiana to visit my in-laws. It’s been nice, but I do miss our cat, Jasper, and our little apartment. Still, I wouldn’t mind moving out here at some point. It would be nice to see my wife’s family more often.

Otherwise, life has been a bit boring. November will arrive soon enough, and with it, NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month). I will be participating this year. Already, I have a novel planned out in my head. I suppose it would do me well to write it out–at least, the plot and such. There are characters that I need to flesh out more as well. The two main characters are there–I just have to name them. As for supporting characters…well…they’ll show up eventually.

Call Me Devyn

I am going to be changing my name to be more true to myself. I want to be called Devyn from now on–or Dev for short. There is a story behind this, but I am too tired to get into that right now. The name of the blog will change as well, as soon as I figure out how to do it.

And the World goes ‘Round

I really don’t know what to write at the moment. My fingers feel heavy. It’s hard to type. I just need to get something out, though. I just need to write something. I don’t know what. So does it even matter? I have a horrible headache. This is all just stream of consciousness. Nothing matters. It’s all downhill from here.

Whew.

My wife and I are sitting on the couch, which is odd. Normally she’s in her chair and I’m on the couch. Our kitty, Jasper, is sitting on the chair right now though, so my wife had nowhere to sit.

Dinner.

Visiting Family

My wife and I will be visiting family from the fifth of next month to the fourteenth. We will be in Indiana! It’s fun to visit her side of the family; I really love my mother-in-law and my step-father-in-law, as well as Gram Grove and all of the aunts, uncles, nieces, nephews, and everyone else that I gained when I married the love of my life.

We will be traveling, as usual, by train out to visit them. This is both exciting and nerve wracking. I love to travel, but my anxiety always rears its ugly head around this time to tell me that something horrible is going to happen.

I need to write a letter to my wife’s grandmother to let her know we are coming to visit. I suppose I could do that tonight, or maybe tomorrow to go into the mail on Monday.

In a few days, I will have everything I need to be able to do our monthly budget. Gods, I hope everything works out okay. I would really like to start saving some money toward another trip, or for emergencies. Unfortunately, when one is on SSI or SSDI, this is nearly impossible. The Social Security Administration (and really, the government) makes it difficult to get ahead in life when you are considered disabled. For example, as a married couple, we are not allowed to have anymore than $3,000 in our bank account at one time. That’s no where near enough to buy a house, for example, or to even pay off student loans.

I suppose it is what it is, however. I just have to bite my tongue and deal with it.

Yes Indeed, I’m Walking

I walked to my appointment today, and then to the library. It felt good to do so. Thankfully, the dizziness that I have been feeling lately was not present today. I think it’s because of the walk itself. Normally, I am so dizzy that I can’t stand up straight. I think that’s due to my new medication–I might have mentioned it in a previous post.

Anyway, at the library, I took out “A Curse So Dark And Lonely” and “A Court Of Thorns and Roses.” Both books are retellings of Beauty and the Beast, which, along with The Little Mermaid, is probably my favorite fairy tale/fantastical story. I love reading retellings of both. I’ll be reading them soon enough; I have to finish the book I am reading first.

My wife and I are ordering new computers tonight. Thankfully! This computer is great and all, and I seriously love it, but it’s getting to the point where I have to pound on the keys to type anything. A better keyboard would be awesome, and the screen is starting to dim as well, so a brighter screen would be nice. I also am looking forward to something a little lighter perhaps; something easier to handle. Although I might be losing my DVD disc drive, I think I can handle that.

We are also considering going to visit my wife’s family in Indiana. If that happens, I will have to drop out of a few of the doll collabs I am in. There is no way I can finish the dolls while taking a week or two off from my work. I will have to drop out tonight, once our tickets are purchased (if we go). (The sun is super bright right now, and I can barely read what’s on the screen.)

Along with the dolls, I also have to start putting things together for our shop. I need to make some book sleeves ASAP! Before I begin, I have to purchase some labels for them, though. That way I can brand them.

(Damn that sun! It’s so bright! Ah!)

Getting to be Fall

The weather is slowly becoming chilly. The leaves will be changing soon. I cannot wait. The only problem I really have with things getting colder is that, eventually, there will be snow. We’ll have to turn on the heat.

Speaking of heat, we did not have any, nor any hot water, for about three days. It’s just been fixed this morning.

I’ve started new medication recently. I’m not sure if I like it. It makes me rather dizzy. There’s also the issue of it making me hungry only five minutes after eating. I hate it. So next time I go to the doctor, I might ask to be taken off of it. I just don’t like how it makes me feel.

Tomorrow, I am going to be continuing the creation of my second hand-made, home-made bullet journal. The first one I made last year is quickly filling up. Within a few weeks, it will be completely filled, so it’s time for a new one. I have already started to make the new one by printing out fifty pages of dot-grid paper. Front and back, that’s one hundred pages, then split in half (by folding each paper), two hundred pages in total. I might take out ten pages though so that I can make equal signatures of four pieces of paper. Or I might just do five-piece signatures, though the paper is rather thick, so I’m not entirely certain.

As for the cover, I have no idea! I have so many pretty pieces of paper that I can use–card-stock, scrap-booking paper, etc. My pages are going to be pastels, so I thought about doing something equally pastel in nature. Or perhaps something dark for contrast. Only time will tell!

Another thing I’ll have to figure out is what color the thread holding everything together will be. I originally was going to bind the journal differently than I normally do. I have always done a Coptic Stitch to bind my books, but I was considering doing a more traditional binding so that it would look like and function like a store-bought journal. Since I couldn’t find the proper materials to do that this time, I will bind it with a Coptic Stitch, as per usual. So I will need to figure out what color the binding thread should be. My last journal had a sort of rainbow thread holding it together. This time, I might do just straight black, or white, or another color. I just need to see what looks good.

It has been a while since I last bound a book. I might be a little rusty, but I will just have to suck it up and rewatch a few videos on how to do it. Sealemon from YouTube is the best I have found for teaching that sort of thing. I’m pretty sure I posted about this before, probably last year when I created my last journal. I’ll post them again, though!



And then there are a few by other people that help, too!



The pictures above are some old images of my first bullet journal from last year. As mentioned above, it’s almost filled up. Once it’s done, I will put it away somewhere. I plan to keep all of my old journals so I can look back at them. This makes me happy sometimes, just so I can see what I had done in the past.